I've decided to make this blog as my personal letter to both of you. I know deep in my heart you'll grow up to be smart, loving, cheerful, God-fearing and amazing persons - I know that because you are my children and of course I'll do my best to bring out the best in you.
I'm writing this blog at the same time I'm watching a Julia Roberts movie "Eat, Pray and Love" and at the same time mama's also crying (multi-tasking hehehe). There are many nights for the past few months that mama has been crying and I would always pray for God's grace that when the time comes that you would ask me why was I crying, I would have the courage to tell you so.
Always remember that both of you were born out of LOVE. Your Papa and I love you so much. I LOVE BOTH OF YOU SO MUCH. And when you're old enough, I'm sure the two of you will understand what happened and why it happened.
We may not have PAPA around this time but definitely you will have ME. 2010 was a difficult time for Papa and I and things drastically changed for both of us but one thing is certain - I STILL HAVE BOTH OF YOU.
This is my promise I WILL NEVER LEAVE BOTH OF YOU, I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON BOTH OF YOU, I WILL NEVER QUIT ON BOTH OF YOU, I WILL GROW OLD WITH BOTH OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES, I WOULD LOVE TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIVES WITH BOTH OF YOU ... Kuya Gab and Jaimee, BOTH OF YOU ARE MY HAPPY WALK.
I hope you would enjoy reading this blog. I'm dedicating this to both of you. I may not be able to document everything but I will do my best. EVERYDAY is HAPPY WALK with both of you. And I am always thankful to our Dear Lord that despite all difficulties and challenges in life I STILL HAVE BOTH OF YOU - MY GREATEST BLESSINGS IN LIFE!
Love,
Mama


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